all we are, we are

I have an interview at a daycare on the turnpike Friday at 4:30. My life would improve in so many ways if I got this:

- a set schedule...seriously the worst thing about my job is not knowing what i'm working until four days before.
- no weekends! no nights!
- its on my way to school so i wouldn't be using all the extra gas/time to get to disney.
- i wont be spending all my money on things at disney!
- it'll look better on my resume.

I am officially one week into the semester and have not skipped any classes! I'm also keeping up with the majority of my reading which I've never done before. I went to the gym today and burned 600 calories, yay =) What a productive day! Hopefully I can keep this up.

Sooo...the weekend! Saturday was 6 months for me and John. He got me a cute little bear thing that talks and I love it. And we got our picture in a photobooth at the mall which I've alllways bugged him to do with me. We spent almost all weekend together, which I loved, because I never see him during the week anymore. I don't remember ever being so happy. Even my mother keeps telling me she's never seen me this happy. She even told Erin that she's glad I finally found someone so perfect. And yes, he's perfect. =) I seriously seriously seriously love him so much and I feel like I'm crazy for being like this because it's only been 6 months, but I can't help it.

I feel so bad for Uncle Gary. Well I do and I don't. I mean, I totally understand where he is and how hard it is for him right now, but I almost can't feel bad because he got himself into this. Just like I got myself into my mess. It's only been 2 years since I came home and had to tell everyone why I was home and face everything I'd gotten myself into, and he's going through all of that right now. The first six months of being home were absolute hell, between the hospital and the rumors and everything..it just sucked. And I wish he didn't have to go through that too, I wish he could just concentrate on getting better without worrying about all that crap.

John totally made my night with his John Cena news. I love when he gets excited like that. He's changed so much since moving into the apartment and starting work...and I'm so glad for him. He deserves to be happy more than anyone I know and it's about time it started happening for him.

I'm super tired and going to bed at 9:30...that's a record! =)