Saturday, February 2, 2008

somewhere in the rush i felt we're losing ourselves

I am ridiculously cranky and mopey and hate being stuck at home all day alone with nothing to do. I've been in a weird mood for the last couple days anyway and on the verge of crying all day which is really unlike me. And I'm not even getting my period so I can't even use that as an excuse.

This is like the fourth time in two weeks where everyone has been out doing whatever and I'm stuck home by myself. I. Hate. That. =( Sometimes I feel so insignificant and I get really frustrated with myself and my life and I think that's what's going on right now. I feel like I'm being a big baby and I probably am but I don't feel like doing anything about it.

Asdfgjkdhfgfdh.

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